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New [Nov. 5th, 2007|12:03 pm]
i want to be skinny
[Current Location |school]
[music |courage by superchic[k]]

hey everyone!
im new and just decided to make my presence known. ima senior in high school. iv been dealing w/ my ED for prolly a couple years now. what exactly i have changes. i will normally just not eat or eat little with a lot of cold water, but sometimes, especially when im upset about something, i just totally pig out. then my stomach feels gross and im so entirely disgusted with myself... well, you get the idea of the pattern. lol. the only other thing pertaining to that is that i will cut myself every so often. i used to be a chub, no joke, it was disgusting, and then i lost prolly close to 30, and i wasn't as displeased with myself, but i still didn't like myself as much as i could. i got kind of depressed and started eating a lot more than i should've and i've gained like 5 lbs. i've been going through a lot w/ guys and school and graduating and all of that crap, not to mention my parents being extremely stupid. yuck. i have managed to keep my ED from them, but they have suspected many times. i just tend to save the times that i do eat for when i have no choice around them, because they really force it. for awhile (when i was @ my lowest) they actually started weighing me and checking my BMI. it was actually through the BMI scale that i found out that i could make it down to the 90s and still b considered healthy. lol. so  ya, that's my basic story. i never talk abou tthis stuff with anyone, so this means a lot to me. i will definately post again!


H: 5'4''
HW: 140 (ya, gross)
LW: 110
CW: 118

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new [Oct. 25th, 2007|05:52 pm]
i want to be skinny

Hey everyone!!
IM new here...
but im not new to this ED.  I have had it since my jr. year in highschool... and im a jr. in college now... so going on 4 years.  I reallllly just love being thin!!!  Being at college around my friends and boyfriend make it difficult to stick to my ED.  ANyone out there in the MN/WI area that would wanna be a texting buddy!?
o... and after this weekend... fast anyone?!
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Anorexic Pics [Aug. 21st, 2007|09:01 pm]
i want to be skinny
So you're anorexic/bulimic or just incredibly thin...

I encourage you to join anorexicpics, which is a new community for people of eating disorders to post pictures of themselves and recieve feedback. Membership is now open.
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New here & desperate help! [Aug. 7th, 2007|11:40 pm]
i want to be skinny

[mood |blahblah]

so I'm new here...I never had a problem for the longest time with my weight. Then over a couple of years I turned into a complete blob. I became so huge, theres just no way to describe it, or excuse for it. I looked in the mirror and had had enough of this. So I started fasting and super restriction 7 weeks ago and I am down 30#s, I know seems like it could be a lot,  I had a lot to lose I was such a huge blob. But I seem to be slowing down. I do the elliptical 2hrs/day, run 30 minutes, kick boxing until I'm dizzy but I'm not losing weight the way I was. I'm taking in maybe 300 cals a day, and no fat, i haven't binged in 5 weeks, barely any carbs. I have to lose 10#s at least this week or I'm going to die. 

What else can I do to lose some quick weight, so I can hang in there...and lose some more weight next week, and the week after, etc, etc.
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Hello! [May. 14th, 2007|12:55 pm]
i want to be skinny

[mood |contentcontent]

Hey, i'm new here. Really greatful that finally I have somewhere I can go to talk to people in the same position as me. Have had an isse with food for the last 2 years. It kind of crept up on me, I started to become more aware of my weight, and I live with four other super skinny girls which made me aware of how big i was.... now heavily restrict, with occasional binges which really get me down. But hopefully you guys will deter me from doing that!!
Looking forward to getting to know you all xx

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back again [May. 12th, 2007|12:38 am]
i want to be skinny
[Current Location |at home]
[mood |depresseddepressed]


I just have to speak about it somewhere to not get crazy...
I used to be ana and I lost alot of weight, like 26,4 lbs in a month and then I started eating again because they told me I wouldn´t be allowed to go to school anymore and because...don´t know.
then I had a very short binging period (I just felt like I had missed so much) and I gained weight and I couldn´t and can´t cope with how I am now. still 11 lbs under my "normal weight" before everything but I hate myself and I really try to get back again.
I am setting limits, like first 500 cals, then 300 and tomorrow I will try 100 because it was too much. I always eat around 100 cals more then I wanted.
and I make sports as much as I can at the gym and I swallow vinegar.
can you help me? has someone of you had the same problem and is able to give me some hints tips and tricks?
would be great...
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im new [Apr. 5th, 2007|02:53 pm]
i want to be skinny

hi! nice to meet everyone
thought id introduce myself
here are my stats:
height: 5'5 (would kill to be taller)

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back again:-) [Mar. 21st, 2007|01:31 pm]
i want to be skinny
[Current Location |living room]
[mood |okayokay]
[music |cat stevens-seasons in the sun]

I just came home from 2 weeks vacation.
and even if I went with my mother and my brother and there was buffet, I lost weight.
Today in sports lesson everyone asked me if I was on diet and told me I got thin and I tried my best to convince them that nothing happened. so next week I will have to wear not so tight clothes.
tomorrow there is going to be a drug and psychical expert at our school and all of us have to talk with him for 10 minutes. I really don´t know about what to speak with him. I dont want to do that.
what are your normal excuses if someone tells you something like "you got really skinny, what did you do?" or "you lost alot of weight, don`t loose more" etc?
saying you are on diet isn`t believable for them sometimes and sometimes not so lucky.

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(no subject) [Feb. 22nd, 2007|11:43 am]
i want to be skinny

Hi. I'm new here and ive been looking everywhere for this product to no avail, so maybe some of you can help me. I was talking with someone about this over the counter liquid you can take, which is on the idea of a laxative which will basically flush everything out in a day. He says it's ginger flavored, you take it with A LOT of water and it can be found at a CVS or any pharmacy like cvs. If anyone knows of this, or anythng like it id greatly appreciate some suggestions. thanks!

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Help! [Feb. 16th, 2007|01:18 am]
i want to be skinny
[Current Location |Floor]
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |You can do it- No Doubt]

Hi guys, I'm new, and I have a bit of a dilemma-

I'm currently 118lb, and I've been working so hard recently, but I can't get down any further. I want to reach 100lb by this time next month- can it be done?

I really need some thinspiration! Any support would be greatly appreciated, this is really getting me down and I don't know what else to do!
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